reality or unreality

the questioning of existence through multiplicity.
existing and not existing simultaneously in a queer space, an uninhabitable space, a transitional space, a cage, a wall, a space of pleasure and pain, an immaterial space, and even a conscious space.

who am i and how did i get here?
can i strive for anonymity, and if so do i want to?
how is my existence/non-existence special?

does it matter?

reality or unreality
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